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Monday, 24 August 2009

Sunday, 14 June 2009

  • Last post

    Apologies to my readers for my last post -- money is a sensitive thing and I'm sorry if I sounded flippant about the matter.

    On the topic of last posts -- one last xanga post is coming. I think I'm going to comb through and make an archive of some of the significant posts from these past 7 years. I think that my time with xanga is done. Hello wordpress.

Friday, 12 June 2009

  • Notes on ministry & giving

    Unabashed when it comes to talking about money:
    • The downfall of Detroit (gm, chrysler) also meant that many staff / people in ministry are taking drastic paycuts or leaving staff. Southeast Michigan is getting wiped out with the economic downturn. This doesn't just affect SE Michigan, but also the surrounding region (including Ohio).
    • The yearly budget for a campus staff in Cairo (Egypt) is $2,000. There are many people currently existing in the world that could cover this budget in one fell swoop.
    • 85-90% of my donors don't come from local churches in Cleveland. They come from NY, CA, Michigan alum, and home church. I would really love to see people come on board to support and pray for the work at Case.
    • Overall, it seems that non-profit orgs in general are still doing ok.
    • Some of my colleagues in the region (though rare) have deficits in the order of $10-20k.
    • I love sharing fellowship with my donors (who really are my friends). It's one of the most wonderful things to see them and pray with them because I really long to! I will definitely treasure my most recent trip back to Rochester.

Tuesday, 09 June 2009

  • Brittany (dog)

    If my dog could have a myers-briggs temperament, it would be ENTJ. hehehe.

    Temperament

    A liver and white Brittany

    The breed was originally bred as a hunting dog and noted for being easy to train, sensitive, and sweet-natured. Brittanies are all around sound dogs, as they are excellent family pets as well as working dogs in the field. The dogs are active and require frequent exercise and room to run, and a fenced yard is essential. The breed sometimes gets a reputation for being crazy or uncontrollable, but these problems are almost invariably due to lack of exercise and training, and are not commonly seen in well cared-for dogs. If not given sufficient exercise, love, and socialization, Brittanies can become destructive or develop compulsive or neurotic behaviors. The Brittany makes a good house pet as long as it receives daily mental and physical exercise, as well as superb socialization on a regular basis.

    Brittanies can become very shy if not thoroughly socialized, and even among well-socialized dogs there is significant variation in levels of friendliness. Some are highly gregarious and actively seek companionship, others are more aloof.

    All in all, Brittanies are a good family and companion pet, while still maintaining their original purpose as a fur and feather hunting companion.

    via wikipedia

Friday, 05 June 2009

  • Quotes: home

    1. My dog is beautiful, really beautiful... but he's also really disobedient. I think he just has so much energy and my parents are trying hard to keep up with him.

    Neighbor: [Walking down the street with a poodle] Did your dog go to obedience school?
    Dad: Yes, he went
    Neighbor: ...Did he pass obedience school?
    Dad: He got a certificate...
    Neighbor: [Beat] ...I think he failed

    Sigh. He has ADD.

    2. One of the many funny, nerdy Dad quotes:

    [In the middle of our conversation on predestination v. free will, apparently, they're talking about it at Men's Bible Study; primary doctrines v. secondary doctrines, etc.]
    Joyce: I've talked to a lot of non-believers who keep asking about this issue. It's just really not the main point of it all!
    Dad: I haven't seen so many brothers and sisters get so excited about an issue.
    Joyce: Why?? [Shakes arm]
    Dad: ...it's because they haven't understood God's sovereignty.

    Haha.

    - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

    3. Corny jokes from an uncle at Phyl's bridal shower:

    Mr. Yang: Do you know that when Phyllis and Dan get married, Mrs. Sa will get two degrees?
    Bridesmaids: Ohh. What are they?
    Mr. Yang: The first is Ph. D.
    Mrs. Sa: Phyllis and Dan!
    Mr. Yang: The second is a law degree. Mother-in-law!

    [Mr. Yang arrives to help set up at the bridal shower]
    Taiwanese aunties: Ah!! You're here, come help the shower!
    Mr. Yang: What!! I already showered today!

    Hahahaha.
  • "Of the many objections to Christianity, one that stands out in my mind as troubling is the argument that to be Christian is to withdraw from the world around us, to follow fairy tales with wishful hearts and myths that insist we stop thinking and believe that all will be right in the end because God says so. In such a vein, Karl Marx depicts Christianity as a kind of drug that anesthetizes people to the suffering in the world and the wretchedness of life. Likewise, in Sigmund Freud’s estimation, belief in God functions as an infantile dream that helps us evade the pain and helplessness we both feel and see around us. I don’t find these critiques and others like them troubling because I find them accurate of the kingdom Jesus described. I find them troubling because so many Christians live as if Freud and Marx are quite right in their analyses.

    In our impervious boxes and minimalist depictions of the Christian story, we comfortably live as if in our own world, blind and unconcerned with the world of suffering around us, intent to tell our feel-good stories while withdrawing from the harder scenes of life. In fact, to pretend as if Christianity does not at times function as a wishful escape from the world is perhaps another kind of wishful thinking. There are some critiques of Christianity we ignore at our own peril.

    In reality, the stories Jesus left us with are so much more than wishful thinking and his proclamations of the kingdom among us are far from declarations of escapism. The story of Rachel weeping for her slaughtered children and Lazarus waiting in agony at the gate of someone who could make a difference are two stories among many that refuse to let us sweep the suffering of the world under the rug of unimportance. The fact that they are included in the gospel that brings us the hope of Christ is not only what makes that hope endurable, but what proves Freud and Marx entirely wrong. For Christ brings the kind of hope that can reach even the most hopeless among us. And Jesus hasn’t overlooked the suffering of the world anymore than he has invited his followers to do so; it is a part of the very story we tell.

    Thus, precisely because the faith we proclaim is not a drug that anesthetizes or a dream that deludes, we must tell the whole story and not merely the parts that lessen our own pain. We must also live as people watchful and ready to be near those who weep and wait--the poor, the demoralized, and the suffering. There are far too many Rachels who are still weeping and Lazaruses who are still waiting, waiting for men and women of faith to be the good news they proclaim."

    - Jill Carattini, RZIM

Monday, 01 June 2009

  • 10 things i'm thankful for at this very moment

    week-long edition :)

    10) spending time and sharing meals with parents, like the guos and the kuos. mr. kuo is hilarious! i'm very impressed that julia and theresa can joke around in mandarin.
    9) appreciating some of the quirks of taiwanese aunties at phyl's bridal shower. still intimidating, but also fun. ny.
    8) celebrating stephanie's birthday 3x, including all day thursday! happy birthday stephanie!
    7) intimate and missional community at the house church i've been attending
    6) psalm 107 - just beautiful
    5) browsing sara's books & borrowing 2 of them :)
    4) seeing phyl (from CA) and louann (from TX) and sara (in ann arbor)
    3) moving bo-young's things across the street. it was a lot of fun to hang out w/ bo & some of the k guys.
    2) balmy cleveland weather
    1) having enough food to eat

Saturday, 30 May 2009

Thursday, 28 May 2009

  • Summer schedule

    Shaker Heights Green by enufjames.

    Here's where I'll be in the next few months! I'm excited to actually spend some time in Cleveland this summer and this is the first year I'll actually be here for most of the month of June. I can't miss the best months of the year :) Cleveland is really beautiful when it's green and leafy.

    June:
    Fri 6/5-Tues 6/9: Rochester for Home, spending time with my parents, playing with my dog, fundraising hardcore, visiting my home church
    Wed 6/10-Thurs 6/11: Wooster for an Area Team Planning Retreat for Ohio Fall Conf '09 (hollerrr!!!!)
    Wed 6/17 (?): Ann Arbor for a Planning Meeting for Asian American Student Leadership Conference '10 (woooot)
    Fri 6/19-Sun 6/21: Hotlanta for Wayne and Bindu's wedding

    July & August:
    Thurs 7/2-Wed 8/5: China for global project
    Thurs 8/6-Sun 8/9: Metro-Detroit to stand in Dan & Phyl's wedding
    Tues 8/11: Cleveland to welcome the Class of 2013 and returning Case studs :)


    James' photo of shaker!
  • Nice work

    The fine studs of Yellow House by johnlin825.
    haha! found this on flickr... johnny called it (note the quotes) "the find studs of yellow house."


    Today, I got this letter in the mail from 425 Church St from Ann Arbor and thought to myself, hmm, what could the yellow house guys possibly want? :P :P :P (Yellow house is where the koinonia guys stayed when we visited 2 years ago)

    I opened it up and saw that it was this terrific letter from AIV (my fellowship group from college) thanking me for a gift from last fall. As alum, I really appreciated getting this thank you letter and update.

    Here's part of the letter:

    "Your contribution has been put to good use and God has truly been at work with our chapter. Here are some highlights from the past year:

    • A successful New Student Outreach which introduced hundreds of students to IVCF/AIVCF. Over 1900 new students attended Bubble Tea Bash alone!
    • A large group of new students, both freshmen and upperclassmen, have joined our chapter
    • Packed large group meetings which have explained to students why Christians pray/evangelize/read the Bible/have fellowship and discipleship
    • A greater emphasis on chapter-wide accountability and discipleship
    • A new partnership with Kappa Phi Lambda sorority where we held two events that explained God's heart for social justice and raised awareness for Invisible Children and Human Trafficking
    • A large end-of-the-semester outreach event where the Gospel was explained to over 170 students
    • Being approached by a family to help expand our South Asian ministry
    We are very pleased with how God has used our chapter this past year and we are very excited to see where God plans on taking us this upcoming year. Your continued prayer and support for our chapter would be appreciated.

    Again, thank you for your generous support of Asian InterVarsity Christian Fellowship.

    Sincerely,
    Albert Ma
    Johnny Lin"

    Now that's how you fundraise! Following up with a thank you and update (which is how the apostle Paul did it!) Apparently, jtlin (admin) raised $6k for New Student Outreach, other outreach events, etc. and ended the year very much in the black. Sigh... partnership is such a wonderful thing, and I really enjoy staying connected to the work at umich. Praise God for all the good work He's doing.

    :D :D :D


Thursday, 21 May 2009

  • One more note...

    Two people from my subscriptions update just moved to wordpress. Hm.. after 7 years of xanga, dare I move? Then I wouldn't have anymore sketchy ads on my blog?
  • But wait...

    Addendum to last post:

    • I'm embedded in my own culture too. Not to say that all of my culture is incompatible with the Gospel, but there is so much superimposed onto Jesus that it's hard to even see Him sometimes. And I hate that I struggle so much with performance orientation, that I have unreal expectations for myself (if not 100%... I need to get a 95%!) and that when it comes to comfort & demand, I weigh so much heavier on "demand." Or that I think to myself, "what is wrong with me?" when I feel that I've failed to reach perfection.
    • One of the most heretical (and common) sayings is this: "I feel like I can't pray/talk to God because I've failed Him or I'm not good enough." or "He must not love me because I've failed." (I hear this a lot from Asian Americans.) That statement doesn't reflect the doctrine of grace at all. For one - of course we aren't good enough; that's why God must be loving if he extended unmeasurable amounts of grace through his son. When many of us have faced high expectations from our own families, we may need to entirely reorient ourselves to just how good of a Father God can be.

jopan

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    • State: Ohio
    • Metro: Cleveland
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 7/6/2002

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